im sorry..=)..IM REGRETS..

Tak pernah ku fahami ertimu padaku
Tak pernah ku mengerti hadirmu untukku
Rasa yang pernah kau bagi
Cinta yang telah kau beri

Setelah ku terjatuh baru ku sedari
Betapa kau kekasih hingga hujung hati
Rasa yang setia menanti
Cinta yang tak akan pergi

Menyesal ku akui tak terima cintamu
Dan kini engkau pergi meninggalkan hidupku
Terlambat ku akui berertinya dirimu
Kerna hanya dirimu sambut cinta
Penawar peritku

Hanya dirimu
Tulus cintaku

Terlambat ku akui berertinya dirimu
Kerna hanya dirimu
Sanggup cinta penawar peritku
Sanggup cinta pengusap tangisku

this for u my lover..=')

if u still rmmber this..

mencintaimu selama aku bernafas
seindah cahaya pagi
sinari hidupku

memilikimu dan aku pun percaya
kasih yg telah kau beri
membuka mataku

   waktu pertama kali kusadar
   kau cintaku

    ku takkan bisa melakukan semua
tanpa dirimu di sisiku
kau yg menggenggam hatiku

ku takkan sanggup
melewati waktu tanpamu
karena hanya dirimu yang mengerti

   peluk diriku hapuskan luka
   ku tak pernah berubah
   karena ku memilihmu

i think im in love..

weyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

i hate fall in love doe..

it's make me feel hurt doee..='(

it's make me think badly..

i dont want feel  it anymore laa..

i dont want to be sad..

i dont want to afraid losing u..

i dont want be weak..

i dont want..

i dont want to jealousy anymore..

i wanna to hate u..

but i cant..

bcoz im really2 love u..

ur the first guy who had win back my heart after i hearted..

i need u doee..

im nver felt like this doee..

thanks for teach me about my behaviour..

hoping..

im sory coz made a fool decision..

i need u more doe..

u can see rite how do am i look when we see just now..

it's feel so hurting me..

im like crazy dat time..

i dont mean it..

im grateful coz u still gave me a chance..=')

and just now u told me about someone n ur mum..

why should u told her about wat hapen to us..

u make me down back..and it's hurting me..

it's supposed to be between us only..

i dont care if u tell to ur frens but im care if u tell ur mum bout us..

it makes me feel humiliated u noe..

how do i to see ur mum again after this??

i thought our probs are settle but im wrong bout it..

i dont know what in ur heart..huhh.-__-

u can go on with ur 'old' frens k..=')

dont u feel it??

u tau tak i miss u so much..??

im sory if i asyik ckp benda yg menyakit an hati u..

coz i nk u rase pe yg i rase..tp senaye nk u paham n pujuk i..

tp u still lg tak paham i an..

u tau i camne an..tp u lg nk menambah an i nyer ego..

da lame kowt u i tggu u tok slalu ada dgn i bila i need u..

tp tak de u..rase sedih sgt doe..=')

doesnt mean dat im not uderstand u..

brape kali i ckp kt u..please dvide ur time wisely..

but ur stilll not listening to me rite..

mmg i cp kt u da 1week i tggu u an..tp da lame u..=')

u tau tak u wat i rase mcm i nie nothing to u doe..

u tau tak yg i nie jenis memendam u..

actually i ada bnyk benda nk story kt u..

tp bg i ape yg i nk story tu pada u mcm nothing to u doe..

u said u dont have an idea wat happen to us rite??=')

it's seem like u dont ever care bout me yet..=')

im sory if i hina u or wat u sakit hati..

dlm hati i tak bermaksud u..i sedih lg adeala..

tu cuma mulut jew yg bercakap..

i tau u dan i knal u..

i accept u seadanya as well as u accept i..=)

but i tau i takleh nk wa pape lg u..

coz im totally feel like u and i are apart way..

bila u da busy i akan wat jgak diri i busy u..

supaya i tak perlu igt u selalu..mcm u tak igt i juga an..=')..

lepas nie kita lg akan jauh an..

dgn u ada xtvt u sndri..and ur start working..

dgn kita pun tak lame lg nk cont stdy an..=)

i faham u..i tak kesah as long as u hepy k..=)

dats y im asking my dad to send me far away..=')

it'll make ur mre easier to do anything rite??

u ckp if ada jodoh ada la an..

same goes to me u..

after dis if we're over i'll never accept anyone and i wont accept u back k..=')

the important thing dat i want u to know is l love u so much n i miss u so much..=')

im miss all time we're always togther when we're in sad,hepy,moody,etc..^_^..

thanks..=')

i love u so much laa bie..=')

MUHAMMAD HASNI AMIR..=)

i love u so much laa bie..=)..

thanks bcoz u have been patient with me from all time..

from the day we know each one..

from the day we start declared as 'couple'..

im sory for before this im treated u so bad..

but deep in my heart i really love you and i need u..

but sometimes my ego's and my heart are miserable..

and that make me do something messy..

but u're the one that i found and looked for..

the one who really care of me..

the one who really love me..

the one who can stand with my behavior..

the one who success to win my heart back..

i really love u..

and i'll always miss u bie..=)

i dont want us to be far apart ukey..

u're the only one light my life..=P..
and now im counting for the first anniversary for us..=)
i cant wait for that time laa bie..=)

You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, my bie. That's where I'll be waiting.



wahhh..bestnyer..=)..lg 1 exprience..=D

hahahahaha..

best nye..at last aku dpt tido dgn lamanya dan bgon late mcm byase..=D..

kalau tak kena bgon pg3 taw..=(..

alkisah nye begini..

4,5,6 apr aku dpt job tok jdik pelakon EKSTRA jew ea..

tok satu drama nie..nama nye ialah AHMAD ALBOB..hahhahhahah..=)

peh bru first time laa aku mencuba benda2 nie..B)..

igt an simple jeww..rupa2 nya susah jgak an..fuhhh..=o..

utk 3days yg berturut3 tu aku kena bgon kul 5 than pkul 5lbeyh da kena gerak da

gy tmpat tu..huhh..

mmg tak cukup tido laa kan..=S..

dgn sampai rumah mlm nyer...PENATTT sgt doe..-____-

tp aku nye job simple jeww..just tok meramai an org jew..=)

hahaha..at least aku ada la gak experience tok bnda2 bru nie..

dan aku dpt kenal cara3 dan lifestyle org mcm diaorang..=P

yg best nye aku dpt meet new guys more and got a exprience..

=D..

hmm ada tu aku tak brape minat laa gan lifestyle dorg coz lifestyle each people differ ann...=)

pape pown aku STILL lg diri aku dan aku bkn nk kejar POPULAR or ape k..

just suka2 utk side income..=)..

aku just berminat nk jdik model muslimah jew k..

t pic3 akan aku upload kn k..=)..now aku nk kne get ready uk driving aku sat jew lg..=D..

pupye..=)