stressssssssssssss nyee!

             

errrr knapee ape yg aku emel kt classmates aku tak sampai2 niee??
errrr assgmnet kena submit kowtt next weeekkk...-,-"
huwaaaa tak pasai2 cek yg dipersalahkn nanti niee haaa..:'(      

i wish ! :D sweet teddy bearrerr!

i want you and me can be sweet like them !

sweet teddy bearrr ! 

huggyyy c'mon..:D

which one??

which one should I choose?? go on holiday with family and skip class or do not go on holiday with my family and go to class?

sayaa sgt serabut noww..!

why people always to breaks their promises??

if you can't to fulfill the promises than no need to make any promises bcoz once you had promised you already gave one hope to someone else...

and it's hurt things when you can't fulfilling ur promises..=')..

no need to give others fake hope okey!

if you did once, it should be okey but you almost did it evry time you made a promise SO no need to say any single words or made another promise bcoz u won't appreciate the chances that i've gave to youu..=')

new life in university!!=)

dah 2minggu sudah aku dekat uitm nie..=)

hahahahaha..quite fun jugak laa ife kat sini..

yealaa kan ada org tersayang dekat dgn kita sekali an..=)

ngeee...

skang nie aku da jdik 'siswi'...

best laa gaakk..life kat sini an sgt differ then before..

but not totally sucks laa..

just aku kena duduk dlm hutan jeww tuk 2-3 taun nie..=p

tp nice place for stdy laa even thou takleh nk hang or shopping cm dulu..=)..

erm roommate aku pown ukey jeww..

classmate pown okey2 saja laa..

n aku pun noww close gann amalina jeww..

mane2 gy mesti kteorg berdua laa..

yeala da course sama..grup pown samaa..hahaha..

kpale gila pown sama..!

so boleh laa masok togther2..coz both from kl!

n mmg da knal an before this so boleh laaa go on.=)..

btw aku dgn my sygs gemoks da sgt2 ukey noww..

lg gila n sweet2..hahaha.

suka gilaa gado dgn dye!coz dye nmpk gila chomeyl!

i love u so much laa biemok!=*..

anyway im seriously iss all my friends and my family!!

i love them so much!!=P

k laa mau stdy noww bcoz all those books are so thicker than school..

so i need to stdy smart!=)

kbye guys!

iloveyousomuchmuhammadhasniamir

MUHAMMAD HASNI AMIR..=)

i love u so much laa bie..=)..

thanks bcoz u have been patient with me from all time..

from the day we know each other..

from the day we start declared as 'couple'..

im sory for before this im treated u so bad..

but deep in my heart i really love you and i need u..

but sometimes my ego's and my heart are miserable..

and that makes me do something messy..

but u're the one that i found and looked for..

the one who really care of me..

the one who really love me..

the one who can stand with my behavior..

the one who success to win my heart back..

i really love u..

and i'll always miss u bie..=)

i dont want us to be far apart ukey..

u're the only one who light on my life..=P..
and now im counting for the first anniversary for us..=)
i cant wait for that time laa bie..=)

You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, my bie. That's where I'll be waiting.



im sorry..=)..IM REGRETS..

Tak pernah ku fahami ertimu padaku
Tak pernah ku mengerti hadirmu untukku
Rasa yang pernah kau bagi
Cinta yang telah kau beri

Setelah ku terjatuh baru ku sedari
Betapa kau kekasih hingga hujung hati
Rasa yang setia menanti
Cinta yang tak akan pergi

Menyesal ku akui tak terima cintamu
Dan kini engkau pergi meninggalkan hidupku
Terlambat ku akui berertinya dirimu
Kerna hanya dirimu sambut cinta
Penawar peritku

Hanya dirimu
Tulus cintaku

Terlambat ku akui berertinya dirimu
Kerna hanya dirimu
Sanggup cinta penawar peritku
Sanggup cinta pengusap tangisku

this for u my lover..=')

if u still rmmber this..

mencintaimu selama aku bernafas
seindah cahaya pagi
sinari hidupku

memilikimu dan aku pun percaya
kasih yg telah kau beri
membuka mataku

   waktu pertama kali kusadar
   kau cintaku

    ku takkan bisa melakukan semua
tanpa dirimu di sisiku
kau yg menggenggam hatiku

ku takkan sanggup
melewati waktu tanpamu
karena hanya dirimu yang mengerti

   peluk diriku hapuskan luka
   ku tak pernah berubah
   karena ku memilihmu

i think im in love..

weyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

i hate fall in love doe..

it's make me feel hurt doee..='(

it's make me think badly..

i dont want feel  it anymore laa..

i dont want to be sad..

i dont want to afraid losing u..

i dont want be weak..

i dont want..

i dont want to jealousy anymore..

i wanna to hate u..

but i cant..

bcoz im really2 love u..

ur the first guy who had win back my heart after i hearted..

i need u doee..

im nver felt like this doee..

thanks for teach me about my behaviour..

hoping..

im sory coz made a fool decision..

i need u more doe..

u can see rite how do am i look when we see just now..

it's feel so hurting me..

im like crazy dat time..

i dont mean it..

im grateful coz u still gave me a chance..=')

and just now u told me about someone n ur mum..

why should u told her about wat hapen to us..

u make me down back..and it's hurting me..

it's supposed to be between us only..

i dont care if u tell to ur frens but im care if u tell ur mum bout us..

it makes me feel humiliated u noe..

how do i to see ur mum again after this??

i thought our probs are settle but im wrong bout it..

i dont know what in ur heart..huhh.-__-

u can go on with ur 'old' frens k..=')

dont u feel it??

u tau tak i miss u so much..??

im sory if i asyik ckp benda yg menyakit an hati u..

coz i nk u rase pe yg i rase..tp senaye nk u paham n pujuk i..

tp u still lg tak paham i an..

u tau i camne an..tp u lg nk menambah an i nyer ego..

da lame kowt u i tggu u tok slalu ada dgn i bila i need u..

tp tak de u..rase sedih sgt doe..=')

doesnt mean dat im not uderstand u..

brape kali i ckp kt u..please dvide ur time wisely..

but ur stilll not listening to me rite..

mmg i cp kt u da 1week i tggu u an..tp da lame u..=')

u tau tak u wat i rase mcm i nie nothing to u doe..

u tau tak yg i nie jenis memendam u..

actually i ada bnyk benda nk story kt u..

tp bg i ape yg i nk story tu pada u mcm nothing to u doe..

u said u dont have an idea wat happen to us rite??=')

it's seem like u dont ever care bout me yet..=')

im sory if i hina u or wat u sakit hati..

dlm hati i tak bermaksud u..i sedih lg adeala..

tu cuma mulut jew yg bercakap..

i tau u dan i knal u..

i accept u seadanya as well as u accept i..=)

but i tau i takleh nk wa pape lg u..

coz im totally feel like u and i are apart way..

bila u da busy i akan wat jgak diri i busy u..

supaya i tak perlu igt u selalu..mcm u tak igt i juga an..=')..

lepas nie kita lg akan jauh an..

dgn u ada xtvt u sndri..and ur start working..

dgn kita pun tak lame lg nk cont stdy an..=)

i faham u..i tak kesah as long as u hepy k..=)

dats y im asking my dad to send me far away..=')

it'll make ur mre easier to do anything rite??

u ckp if ada jodoh ada la an..

same goes to me u..

after dis if we're over i'll never accept anyone and i wont accept u back k..=')

the important thing dat i want u to know is l love u so much n i miss u so much..=')

im miss all time we're always togther when we're in sad,hepy,moody,etc..^_^..

thanks..=')

i love u so much laa bie..=')

MUHAMMAD HASNI AMIR..=)

i love u so much laa bie..=)..

thanks bcoz u have been patient with me from all time..

from the day we know each one..

from the day we start declared as 'couple'..

im sory for before this im treated u so bad..

but deep in my heart i really love you and i need u..

but sometimes my ego's and my heart are miserable..

and that make me do something messy..

but u're the one that i found and looked for..

the one who really care of me..

the one who really love me..

the one who can stand with my behavior..

the one who success to win my heart back..

i really love u..

and i'll always miss u bie..=)

i dont want us to be far apart ukey..

u're the only one light my life..=P..
and now im counting for the first anniversary for us..=)
i cant wait for that time laa bie..=)

You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, my bie. That's where I'll be waiting.



wahhh..bestnyer..=)..lg 1 exprience..=D

hahahahaha..

best nye..at last aku dpt tido dgn lamanya dan bgon late mcm byase..=D..

kalau tak kena bgon pg3 taw..=(..

alkisah nye begini..

4,5,6 apr aku dpt job tok jdik pelakon EKSTRA jew ea..

tok satu drama nie..nama nye ialah AHMAD ALBOB..hahhahhahah..=)

peh bru first time laa aku mencuba benda2 nie..B)..

igt an simple jeww..rupa2 nya susah jgak an..fuhhh..=o..

utk 3days yg berturut3 tu aku kena bgon kul 5 than pkul 5lbeyh da kena gerak da

gy tmpat tu..huhh..

mmg tak cukup tido laa kan..=S..

dgn sampai rumah mlm nyer...PENATTT sgt doe..-____-

tp aku nye job simple jeww..just tok meramai an org jew..=)

hahaha..at least aku ada la gak experience tok bnda2 bru nie..

dan aku dpt kenal cara3 dan lifestyle org mcm diaorang..=P

yg best nye aku dpt meet new guys more and got a exprience..

=D..

hmm ada tu aku tak brape minat laa gan lifestyle dorg coz lifestyle each people differ ann...=)

pape pown aku STILL lg diri aku dan aku bkn nk kejar POPULAR or ape k..

just suka2 utk side income..=)..

aku just berminat nk jdik model muslimah jew k..

t pic3 akan aku upload kn k..=)..now aku nk kne get ready uk driving aku sat jew lg..=D..

pupye..=)

i know myself better ukeyh!!just let me do anything..

hello!!

excuse me!!

i know better about me ukeyh!!

so please stop like u know me well ukeyh!!

im just being me!!

and im selfish if it is good things for me!!

and yes i have my ego's!!

NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME UNLESS MYSELF!!

so im sorry if being like this to you..=)

that's my way k..

and no one can change it!!

REMEMBER!!

thankie..=P..^_^



luahan hati..=S..ngekss..

salah aku juga ke??if aku tak kesah pasal kau..?

da aku di ajar utk tak kesah perasaan org an..=)

salah aku juga ke??if aku masih dendam gan boys..?

da boys yg mengajar aku erti dendam an..=)

salah aku juga ke??if aku mem-busy-an diri aku??

da aku di ajar utk mem-busy-an diri aku..=)

salah aku juga ke??if aku tak cerita pape kt kau??

da aku di ajar utk tidak mempercayai kau..=)

salah aku juga ke??if aku pendam an perasaan dan masalah aku??

da aku sorang je yg faham diri aku..=)

HANYA DIRI AKU saja yg faham diri AKU..

^____^

new experience..new memories..new guys..=D...

today was my happy day..

even though just for a moment..

but for me it is very valuely for me..=D..

guys noe wat??

for the first time im went to the relaxing place that differ from the others..

usually i'll go to spa,beach,shopping,park and lake..

but for today i've been to Sg.Gabai..

for my entire life..

i've never been to the place like that bcoz my family doesnt like that place..

i've heard the place before..but im not interested..

suddenly my 'gmoks' ask me to go thre with his friends..

bcoz he wants me to get noe his friends..

it's supposed to have more people but they have something to do..

so juz be 6 of us..=)

and for the long time i've been wait for hang out with my bfff at such this place..=D

thanks sygs coz willing to accompany me today..=*

AND for the first time too..--_____--

i've been learn how to make BBQ at thre by themm..=P

it's so lovely seyhh..

from that i learn how to cooking that things..=)..hahaha..

thanks guys coz yall are showimg patience to me n my bfff..^__^..

erm even doesnt have people take charge of this place..

but for me it is a place that make me calm..

bcoz it's a nature place..and life green..=)

but the most things that i'll rmmber is the time that im and kyky go up stairs..

WHOAAA!!thats so tired..-___-..but it's still best things lol..^__^

okeyhh now i'll show some picture here ukeyhh..=)

have a nice see..nggeee..=p

this me..=)

this kyky..my bfff..=)

this my 'gmoks bie'..=p

these my bf frens and now they also my frens..=D

k tatatataa..=D

first time interview..=D..

hahahahahaha...

mmg tak boleh blah lg r doe td..

nervous gilaa la td...=S

sampai words aku sndri pown aku ter'ulang'..hahahaha..

pape pown bnda nie laa yg bg aku experience in looking on office job..

daa laa dgn selekeh nyer td aku dtg..japgy kne gelak gan bf aku nie coz bju aku tak kne...hahahaha..

aku no idea kowt for what should i wear for that interview..hahaha..

last2 aku pkai jeans hitam then dgn kmeja wane pink..=S..

*sgt selekeh an>>*

hmmm...

so for the first interview..i and my bf are past it..

so now we have to get ready for our sconds intrview..

means the final that who'll be choose for that jobs..=p..

nervous seyhh..=)

gudluck for me yaw...n gudlucks for him too..^____^

terasa mcm2 doe..hmmm..=S..just getting bored with all of this laa..=D

ermmm..aku rase sdeyh kowtt..=,(..

nape laa orang yang aku sayang selalu busy kan??

sedih SGT...!!

erm aku rasa cm nk gy jaoh3 laa...

nk holiday lg laa..=)

sumtimes rasa borink seyh gan life aku nie senanyer..

tp ini la my life an..so kne laa gak go on kan..=)

sumtimes kauorang pk life aku sgt best dan perfects kan..hahaha..

tp tak de la mcm tu sgt doe..=P..

hmmm..aku rindu kan bestie boy aku *wan black*..=(

wan bila kau nk cntct aku nie doe..??=(..

aku bosan laa dgn semua bnda..

asyik3 kena dcide by someone else...!!

look like i dont noe what to do doe..

aku nk gy PANTAI laa..

aku nk sumtink yg tenang..

nk SHOPPING laa doee..

before duit aku abes..

nk aiskrim BASKINS ROBBINS!!

rindu sudah pada nyam3..

nk COKLAT yg sedap3.....

terasa nk mkn bnyk3..

kompom da gila..HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA...=D



hepy besdayy sygss..=)




happy besday dear!!!
i love you so muchh honey...
hope u'll suceess in ur life...
n friend for ever ukeyhh..=P
for u 28/3/2011...

just about me ;)

hey hoo...=)
suddenly interesting to post about myself in this entry..^__^..huhuhuhu..just for fun..lol..
who knows MYBE someone can understand me and know me well...*@*

     *dalam bahasa jewla yea aku terang kan..=0*

mmg kauorang tgk aku sombong o berlagak jew tp bkn cmtu k aku nie mmg jenis3 yg camnie ea..
muka jew yg kerek tp hati chill k =):

• sgt suka b'dressup dan make up..^__^..*sedang belajar berdressup..=)=)
• suka sgt nk photoshoot =) w/p tak reti sgt nk pose2..
• sgt suka bershopping dan on9 shopping bila mls nk kuar..ngee
• suka sgt pada teddy bear..kt umah aku nie berlambak laa teddy bear nie..=p
• sgt suka bab makan tak kira laa pape pown coz aku suka mkn..=)
• suka sgt gila2 bersama mmbr2 yg sekepala..
• always blurr bila tgh penat,mengelamun dan pape jewla..sape yg knal aku taw laa*tp tak bermaksud aku BODOH k..-__-
• senang moody if ada sumtink yg aku tak suka kena buat..
• sgt suka minum fresh oren laici..dan milo ais..
• suka sgt gan sushi,cheeze choc cake,kueyteaw tomyam dan nasi gan tomyam bersertakan sayur kailan ikan masin..^__^..hehee..
• sgt suka mkn coklat,icecream cornetto bila tgh tension o streesss..-__-
• suka sgt gan things yg cute tak kira laa pape pown..janji comel..
• sgt suka warna pink,purple,turqoise,black and blue..=)
• suka sgt tido..kroh3..hikhik..=)
• sgt tidak suka di kongkong dan di paksa..-________-
• sgt suka tgk cermin utk m'btolkan m scarf..=__=
• sgt tidak suka pd orang yg tak knal aku tp mcm knal sgt aku kan..
• sgt suka selekeh,malas bila takde mood..={
• sgt manje,mengada dan gediks..*tp kasar senayer ea..
• suka sgt melancong gan fmily ku..=)
• sgt suka dgn pantai..^__^ *tenang diri ku gitu..=)
• suka sgt keras hati dan tiada perasaan bila dah marah dan tak suka..
• suka sgt ckp sekali dua jew lpas tu da tak pduli nk wtpe k..*jahat..=)
• sgt tkot pada haiwan..-_____-'
• suka sgt gan kucing tp tkot gan kucing coz pernah kne cakar gan kucing..-,-'..
• sgt suka senang marah bila bengang tp senang sejok..=)=)
• suka sgt gan baby3..*comel3 gitu*..^__^
• sgt sukar tok trust someone bila da wat s*** gan aku..
• suka sgt berkawan dan cari new friends..
• sgt suka tidak respect org bila org tu tak reti respect orang..
• sgt tidak suka marah KECUALI digugat atau diperguna..
• sgt sukar diramal dan sukar mengawa emosi..^__^..
• aku mmg tak suka sgt layan orang yg aku tak knal lg..coz aku tak senang trust orang meyhh..
• sgt tidak suka benda2 baru..=)

thanx coz sudi mengenal diriku yg tidak sempurna ini..^___^

mengikut rahsia bulan kelahiran nie ann..

major semua betol dan tepat mengenai diri aku k...